Rainbow after a rainy day

well im not exactly at the best of moods now. still think this week hasnt been the best week ever. credit for nsm english. i am so disappointed in myself. and then, dance. well, it kinda hurts, seeing everyone getting such big parts whereas i just have a teensy weeny role. but oh wells i guess at least i have a place right? yay! and xiao audrie said i was one of the better dancers she koe-ed. i think i really need to do something about my flexibility. it pulls everything down. if i could have gotten better roles, it would have been my inflexibility that made me not be able to deserve it. cca people said my flex level improved loads already but still why am i so inflexible? blame my bones and muscles and joints. my parents do sports not dance. next time when i have children they should be terribly happy if they go for dance. ive done all the hard work for them alreadyy. so it'll be in their genes that they're flex. they had better thank me then.

Confused

I'm a little confused now. i never ever thought this would ever happen. i dont feel like i can talk to my parents anymore. oh gosh this is so cliche and im probabaly staring to sound like a delinquent now. the way im talking. ok. it's not even like seriously serious. but it's just that before, i feel like i could tell my parents everything under the sun. yet now, it doesn't seem that way anymore. it's like when mrs amy said about the parents thing, i only half-listened cos i never thought it will happen. and now it has. i. am. so. frustrated. now. it seems like now, the only one i can talk to is my friends, the really really close ones i mean. i find myself, without me even knowing, telling my close friends everything instead. and it just dawned on me that 've been drifting apart from my family.
ok i am going to stop being emo now. yay! let's have a nice day tmr! :D this week has been a terrible week. i know im a coward saying this but i just wanna get this week over and done with. as soon as i can. cos everything is just going seriously wrong.