Not destined

ok... so... today we had a holiday in celebration of clare soon our school's president scholar! YAY! :D oh so anyways just mugged the whole day... eoys are coming and yupp, results this time not ideal so i guess i just have to work harder in future! :D si xian doesnt call me anymore... i wonder why... is she angry? i hope not either cos you know, i dun even know what i might have done wrong for her to be angry and all that stuff... oh wells, si xian,if you're reading this, i hope we'll remain bezzies forever k? :) wells, and now on to the main topic! :D i am really not detined to dance hong shan. cos this sunday's perf got changed to zgh... which is ok i guess! at least iget to perf! but it would be really nice to at least perform hong shan once... first 2 times i was sick now this... haha... but i should count my blesssings already... Thank the Lord! :D Thank you God for helping me all this whileand guiding me through! YAY! :D wells, that's all for now...