Quite a long post about nothing

YAYA!!!!!! I'm dancing hong shan next sunday! say whippee with me! :D i'm wondering whether i shld let more people know about this blog... but then it would los all it's uniqueness... i think this blog is special cos only a few people know about it and these few people are my close friends so it would mean that i can write more of my feelings in this bloggie... :D hais... im supposed to go to shenlin's house to do chem sia now but then my father's not sending me... :( i told him i'll go myself like take the bus there but then he said no he'll send me... so why am i still at home? >< i seriously seriously do not wanna be late...
oh and i memorised the 15 senteces thingum yesterday for culture test this coming friday. friday is also the day of some chinese heritage outing... but i'm going to see if i can change the date so that i wont miss cca cos i really need to practiser for hong shan. i'm really bad at hs.... pls pls do not let me make a fool of myself in front of the whole audience... dunno why but i think i lost alll my smile-ness from last year... and... my split jump isn't good and i'm always a tad slower than the rest and! i thinki my yan shen is a big failure.... :( :( :(
oh wells...i shall stop complkaining... next sat watching crab flower tree club for la... lalala... :)
oh and hong kong was a blast last week... i loved loved loved disney though space montain wasnt scary at all... ok one week of relaxation after blocks so this week must study hard! :D not pleased with my marks which gives me all the more motivation to work harder... :( actually, i really did work quite hard this time round already so im not sure why the results don't show.... and like too high expectations i feel that everyone has of me... like dilys and charissa they think like i'm gonna do seriously well... when i just dont. oh wells... work harder work harder! :D yay!:D and i think i should go back to nyps this teacher's day... i alr didnt go back on cny... but i had an excuse! HAH! on that day, i alr didnt feel well... then had a performance (:D) and with all the make-up and smiling and jumping i felt worse so i think at that time i want really able to do anything but go back and sleep... gosh...i really fall sick super easily... D: heh heh... wells, this shall be the second last sentence of this random post. Bye.