Upset and sorry

hihis wells i'm really really upset today... with the whole entire horrid week actually...
firstly, chinese marks. all time low.
secondly, nsw for science? only credit. and 1 mark more todistinction. that is even mores tupid...
and thirdly, i cant dance hong shan on thurs anymore cos of the week i got h1n1 and was sick and therfore could not make it to school and missed the selection thingum. great. and just wonderful. :D and that is not a real smile. anyway, i shouldnt even care whether im sarcastc or not cos i am so angry with myself now. and maths written task? guess what? i. had. to. redo. it. that never ever happened before and now the highest i can get would be 6. i am so dumb i should be dumbo the flying elephant and i dun care if my tone right now is harsh or wadeva like identifying things for history because i am just so upset. oh wells, and if i was rude and whiny and complaining all day long actually for the whole week i'm really sorry sandra, shen lin and si xian. i didnt mean to like take it out on you or anything.... just that i feel so so sad and angry and furious with myself. sighs. i shall look on the bright side and be optimistic right now! :D the world's nopt gonna end, is it? :D