wow!i havent posted like for a long time! :D i almost forgot my password! keyword is almost cos i didnt forget in the end. :D sad about marks but quoting ling an in her rhm role: "what's done is done" haha so i shall just let it be. oh man i am so not ready to say bye to my class. it hurts. and i dont wanna move on. i just wanna stay in the past forever. it never occured to me how important 202 was to me. before that, if you had asked me one year ago, i would jsut have said yay! moving on... but now no... i only started to appreciate them more this year and is it too late? D: i love you to bits and peices 202!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D i want to stay in the past froever but that is impossible. oh wells, memories only memories will be left to stay with me and im glad that the memories are good. i love you 202...
oh had sentosa outing the other day. and i must say this. 202 is the pro-est class ok! hello? we got second for sandcastle building, second for netball, third for rope-skipping, most enthu class and best play of the year together with best ensembe and lighting. and that's like only the past 2 weeks? haha yan ying said something about at first 202 is pregnant then large flow of menstruation? ok i didnt get that one but whatever.
baked hereshey's fudge brownies 2 weeks ago to sell. successful sales. raised $22 for wdcs. but dunno how to donate the money now!!!!!!!!! last week on sunday went to ellen's house for drama. our rehearsals paid off!!!! :D
today woke up and checked email then read the newspaper. made breakfast for everyone then ate breakfast. :D cleared up my table and replied lauren. then read a while and tried winter wear and went swimming and then just went reading and writing blogs. gtg now. byes! :D

Rainbow after a rainy day

well im not exactly at the best of moods now. still think this week hasnt been the best week ever. credit for nsm english. i am so disappointed in myself. and then, dance. well, it kinda hurts, seeing everyone getting such big parts whereas i just have a teensy weeny role. but oh wells i guess at least i have a place right? yay! and xiao audrie said i was one of the better dancers she koe-ed. i think i really need to do something about my flexibility. it pulls everything down. if i could have gotten better roles, it would have been my inflexibility that made me not be able to deserve it. cca people said my flex level improved loads already but still why am i so inflexible? blame my bones and muscles and joints. my parents do sports not dance. next time when i have children they should be terribly happy if they go for dance. ive done all the hard work for them alreadyy. so it'll be in their genes that they're flex. they had better thank me then.

Confused

I'm a little confused now. i never ever thought this would ever happen. i dont feel like i can talk to my parents anymore. oh gosh this is so cliche and im probabaly staring to sound like a delinquent now. the way im talking. ok. it's not even like seriously serious. but it's just that before, i feel like i could tell my parents everything under the sun. yet now, it doesn't seem that way anymore. it's like when mrs amy said about the parents thing, i only half-listened cos i never thought it will happen. and now it has. i. am. so. frustrated. now. it seems like now, the only one i can talk to is my friends, the really really close ones i mean. i find myself, without me even knowing, telling my close friends everything instead. and it just dawned on me that 've been drifting apart from my family.
ok i am going to stop being emo now. yay! let's have a nice day tmr! :D this week has been a terrible week. i know im a coward saying this but i just wanna get this week over and done with. as soon as i can. cos everything is just going seriously wrong.

BUSY! :D

heys so i was really quite busy these past few days... which led to me not having that much time to revise for eoys and today the one day when i'm not busy i have to go and sleep for 2 whole hours... yupp, that's me the laziest pig in the world! i should win an award for this and start preparing my oscar speech like now? haha... ok anyways jokes aside this is how i spent my weekend and yesterday...
Saturday:
Went to ikea for brekkie then had chinese tution. after that, rushed to bugis and had lunch at this empire state place where the deco was really quite cool! :) okays and yupp, then went to watched the crab flower club! sat with qiu hao and sandra! :)))) and shen lin came late! she thought the show was at 3:30! goodness! the show was quite nice, better than expected actually but then i seriously did not like the ending. and so yesterday during drama, mr ng was like :"so what are the feelings of this play?" and i said serious cos i thought like really! i mean, the father died! hello?! and yah, i should have said funny cos there were loadsa funny perts but it's serious too aint it?
after the show, went to bugis junction with shen lin to take neoprints. shen jun and her friend came along too but we split ways. i went with shen lin to action city and kinokuniya and loadsa other places too haha.. took neoprints but the neoprint machine wasnt even nice.. :( haha... then took one round of neoprints with my sister... after shen lin left, that is. went for dinner with the whole family at src. rui was so uber cute! as per normal... my little baby cousin! :D

Sunday
Reached school at 7. put on make-up, changed into costume ties hair then rehearsed zgh one last time. took the bus to vivo and had lunch at 9:30?! our performance was at 11 so we had to like sit in the how sun for a really long time! with such heavy make-up! and the mc was like apologising to the audience for the heat... hello? they were seated in a shaded spot!
IN ANY CASE... I AM VERY HAPPY TO BE DANCING ALREADYS!
after the performance, went back to school and went for street sales at orchard. we were selling cookies. contrary to popular belief, ang mohs are actually the worst and most cold. they'll just walk by you like you're air... secondly, people with kids will tend to buy. the children will look at the cookies and being loving parents the parents will have no choice but to buy the cookies for them...
oh and businessman are real generous too! they didnt want the cookie but they like gave $4/5! OMG right? so nice! i think they have too much money... :)

Monday
school as per normal. then went to dance studio to help out for senior's performance. first part, nothing much to do... did some errands here and there. had dinner then went to our posts to do ushering. i was with dilys at first but then when people came and asked us stuff, we both were too afraid to really say anything... so xiang xuan joined me and dilysd went with yi jun instead. :) some people didnt know we were usherers though cos we werent like wearing any special jackets or anything so some situations got quite funny... and there were like a lot of china people so they couldnt really get what i was saying and you know how lan my chinese is...
after ushering, went to watch the show and the syf dance nycd performed was just marvellous! so pretty and dreamlike! :D :D

Tuesday
nothing much. normal school. was supposed to go for the chinese heritage thing today since i missed it on friday but then... i missed the bus cos i was just running 5 minutes late. just. 5. mintes. D: haha... nvm i'll go on thurs with shu ning! :D went home and sis hw then slept for 2 whole hours... :P
hmms... i'll prob be baking brownies for teachers' day this weekend... but i'm not sure if i'll go to nyps on monday... asked xinyi and iffera and they might not go and i dun wanna go alone...
that's the end of this post i guess... made up for all the action from the past few days right? :D

Not destined

ok... so... today we had a holiday in celebration of clare soon our school's president scholar! YAY! :D oh so anyways just mugged the whole day... eoys are coming and yupp, results this time not ideal so i guess i just have to work harder in future! :D si xian doesnt call me anymore... i wonder why... is she angry? i hope not either cos you know, i dun even know what i might have done wrong for her to be angry and all that stuff... oh wells, si xian,if you're reading this, i hope we'll remain bezzies forever k? :) wells, and now on to the main topic! :D i am really not detined to dance hong shan. cos this sunday's perf got changed to zgh... which is ok i guess! at least iget to perf! but it would be really nice to at least perform hong shan once... first 2 times i was sick now this... haha... but i should count my blesssings already... Thank the Lord! :D Thank you God for helping me all this whileand guiding me through! YAY! :D wells, that's all for now...

Quite a long post about nothing

YAYA!!!!!! I'm dancing hong shan next sunday! say whippee with me! :D i'm wondering whether i shld let more people know about this blog... but then it would los all it's uniqueness... i think this blog is special cos only a few people know about it and these few people are my close friends so it would mean that i can write more of my feelings in this bloggie... :D hais... im supposed to go to shenlin's house to do chem sia now but then my father's not sending me... :( i told him i'll go myself like take the bus there but then he said no he'll send me... so why am i still at home? >< i seriously seriously do not wanna be late...
oh and i memorised the 15 senteces thingum yesterday for culture test this coming friday. friday is also the day of some chinese heritage outing... but i'm going to see if i can change the date so that i wont miss cca cos i really need to practiser for hong shan. i'm really bad at hs.... pls pls do not let me make a fool of myself in front of the whole audience... dunno why but i think i lost alll my smile-ness from last year... and... my split jump isn't good and i'm always a tad slower than the rest and! i thinki my yan shen is a big failure.... :( :( :(
oh wells...i shall stop complkaining... next sat watching crab flower tree club for la... lalala... :)
oh and hong kong was a blast last week... i loved loved loved disney though space montain wasnt scary at all... ok one week of relaxation after blocks so this week must study hard! :D not pleased with my marks which gives me all the more motivation to work harder... :( actually, i really did work quite hard this time round already so im not sure why the results don't show.... and like too high expectations i feel that everyone has of me... like dilys and charissa they think like i'm gonna do seriously well... when i just dont. oh wells... work harder work harder! :D yay!:D and i think i should go back to nyps this teacher's day... i alr didnt go back on cny... but i had an excuse! HAH! on that day, i alr didnt feel well... then had a performance (:D) and with all the make-up and smiling and jumping i felt worse so i think at that time i want really able to do anything but go back and sleep... gosh...i really fall sick super easily... D: heh heh... wells, this shall be the second last sentence of this random post. Bye.

Upset and sorry

hihis wells i'm really really upset today... with the whole entire horrid week actually...
firstly, chinese marks. all time low.
secondly, nsw for science? only credit. and 1 mark more todistinction. that is even mores tupid...
and thirdly, i cant dance hong shan on thurs anymore cos of the week i got h1n1 and was sick and therfore could not make it to school and missed the selection thingum. great. and just wonderful. :D and that is not a real smile. anyway, i shouldnt even care whether im sarcastc or not cos i am so angry with myself now. and maths written task? guess what? i. had. to. redo. it. that never ever happened before and now the highest i can get would be 6. i am so dumb i should be dumbo the flying elephant and i dun care if my tone right now is harsh or wadeva like identifying things for history because i am just so upset. oh wells, and if i was rude and whiny and complaining all day long actually for the whole week i'm really sorry sandra, shen lin and si xian. i didnt mean to like take it out on you or anything.... just that i feel so so sad and angry and furious with myself. sighs. i shall look on the bright side and be optimistic right now! :D the world's nopt gonna end, is it? :D